Monday, February 15, 2010

Lazy Day

Thanks for coming down my road for a visit.  I'm having a day off, and finally putting something on this blog.  I signed up for this ages ago, and yet have not posted a thing until now.  This is the story of my life--yearn for time to write, and yet find myself unable to put a word on the page when I have the opportunity.  I think this will be a blog that benefits the writer and probably will find no readers.  That will be a step taken, at least.  If writing is therapy, I think it's time I tried it.

It's a quiet day on my road.  The snow is still white and even all around.  Three deer picked their way through the woods behind the house a little bit ago.  The injured doe, the one that limps around the yard sometimes, was not among them.  I wonder what's happened to her?

I'm feeling fairly roundly rejected today.  I've tried to reach out to someone again, and I'm waiting for a response.  I don't really expect one.  Reaching out hasn't been very successful in the past.  I suppose I should give up, but I keep sending lame messages trying to break through.  It's probably just upsetting things more.  I'm upset, anyway.  I feel like an idiot.

I'll just have to forget about it.  I just won't expect anything to happen, and if it does, I'll be pleasantly surprised.   I have friends to enjoy for comfort.  We're going to a wine tasting tonight.  Good company for a good evening.  And here ends my first blog.  Thanks for reading.

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